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ROCKY CARR
brixton bwoy
A NOVEL
Copyright
First published in 1998 by
Fourth Estate
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Copyright © 1998 Rocky Carr
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The publisher and the author would like to thank Patricia Salkey for permission to reproduce ‘A Song for England’ by her late husband, Andrew Salkey.
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Source ISBN: 9780007291458
Ebook Edition © FEBRUARY 2016 ISBN: 9780007393404
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Dedication
For my parents, and
for Jeremy and Judy
Epigraph
A Song for England
An a so de rain a-fall
An a so de snow a-rain
An a so de fog a-fall
An a so de sun a-fail
An a so de seasons mix
An a so de bag-o-tricks
But a so me understan
De misery o de Englishman.
Andrew Salkey
Contents
Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Epigraph
1 – Ackee and Saltfish
2 – Fish and Chips in the Snow
3 – Brother Joe
4 – Brixton Front Line
5 – Doing Time
6 – Girlie
7 – Return to Jamaica
8 – Drape Up
About the Publisher
1
Ackee and Saltfish
‘Have we got everyting?’ Pops called.
‘Yeah,’ came back the chorus.
‘Come on den, we go catch some fish.’
It was dark, pitch dark. There was no electricity in this part of Jamaica. It was rough country. From the hill near the house they could see the lights of distant towns, and Pupatee would sometimes stand there and admire the red and blue and white dots glowing in the darkness. But tonight they had their torches; Pops turned them upside down and soaked the wicks and lit them. The dogs drew back and spread themselves around the house, as if they understood they were in charge until the masters returned.
Pupatee and his older brother Carl, the last of the twelve brothers and sisters left at home, loved night fishing.
‘Why we go night fishing, Pops?’ Pupatee asked.
‘Because de fishes sleep at night,’ Pops said. His playful slap around the ear nearly took off Pupatee’s head. He was a big man, Pops, sometimes he didn’t know his own strength.
That afternoon, Pupatee and Carl had run home from school as fast as they could through the fields and forest, and over the streams and hills, ignoring the coconuts and cucumbers and guava and sugar-cane they could have picked along the way. They did not even stop in the mad woman’s orchards to steal her sweet limes or number eleven mangoes. When they got home, Mama gave them a good dinner of ackee and saltfish, with pumpkin and rice and avocado pears, and after they had eaten all they could, they took the herd down the river to drink. The animals sucked eagerly at the clear flowing water, which was so clean that the family would drink it straight from their cupped hands, and swim in it too on a scorching day.
While Pupatee and Carl had been away, Mama and Pops had cut some bamboo stems in the forest, and they were now working them into fish pots and spear sticks. The cattle were safely back in their pasture, so the boys joined in. They cut more lengths of bamboo at their joints, which formed a kind of cup. They pierced holes in the cups, poured paraffin through the holes into the lengths of bamboo below and rammed bits of crocos-bag material in after it.
When they were ready, Pops lit the boys’ torches and they walked in silence back down to the river. The night air was cool. Mama walked straight into the water with a fish basket which she held, gently moving, under the river banks. Suddenly she snatched it out and when the water had escaped there was a whole pile of fish flapping about at the bottom of the basket. Mama was tall and God-fearing, with a smile that never failed to make Pupatee quiver with happiness.
The fish were passed up to the boys, who gutted and cleaned them and put them in a bag container. Then they ran after Mama and Pops to see what they had caught next.
If fish were sleeping, Pops, and sometimes Carl, speared them or chopped them with cutlasses. While Pupatee watched, Pops and Carl turned over rocks in the water and almost every time found a long fat juicy eel lying there. After putting down the rock carefully so as not to wake the eel, Pops aimed for the head and chopped fast and clean.
Mama said, ‘Inu ush little.’ They all froze.
‘Ah wha?’ Pops whispered.
‘A whole eap ah sand fish sleeping next to each other. Me ah go try scrape some up in de basket ca dem so slippery you lucky to catch one otherwise.’
Mama bent down and moved in with the basket, catching four big sand fish, which was quite a rare piece of luck. As they all celebrated, Pupatee stumbled on a group of big red crayfish, their snappers sharp and ready to clip predatory fingers. He called his brother and when he was near enough Pupatee plunged both hands into the shallow water, grabbed two large crayfish, and flung them out of the water on to the land. Carl also dived in and caught one, and laughed because it was the biggest and fattest of the lot.
The night deepened, but none of them cared. Pops was chopping more fishes, while Mama and Carl were catching them with their bare hands under the bank. Pupatee was frightened of putting his hands into that gloomy water below the bank where they might touch something like a water snake or an angry eel, but when Mama and Carl and Pops put their hands in they usually came up with plenty of fish, or at worst grass and muddy rubbish.
Making their way down the river, they came to a large rock in the water with two entrances into the space beneath it. ‘Bet a large eel live under here,’ Pops said. Carl covered one entrance with his sharp pointed cutlass while Pops took care of the other. They checked with each other and thrust deep into the entrances at the same time; both smiled as they felt their weapons go into something soft. They put them down and picked up the rock, and there lay two large eels, each speared right through, floundering helplessly.
After three hours Pops said they should call it a night. They had collected so many fish that they had to leave some there in shallow water to stay fresh until they could return to carry a second load. Then they staggered home. They had plenty of different lovely fish. Although it was still the middle of the night, Mama started straight away seasoning the fish and salting the eels, putting on a big pot to boil up soup as well as a pan to deep-fry small fishes which they would eat whole, bones, eyes and all.
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p; By sun-up, people from nearby were starting to come past to see if any fish were for sale. When Mama showed them the rare sand fish and the crayfish and eels, the buyers started bidding the highest prices.
Word soon got around, and before long young women and girls started arriving to help Mama sort out and cook all the fish. Pops was drinking rum with his friends, and Carl and Pupatee and some of the other boys went to collect coconuts full of milk for them to chase it with. (Sometimes Pops would make ‘Manhood punch’ with rum, eggs, condensed milk and oats – he said they would never have any trouble with the ladies while they drank it.) The morning ended with a huge feast of fried and steamed fish, fish soup with bread and crackers, all kinds of vegetables – pumpkin, breadfruit, plantain, gungo beans, callaloo and corn – and plenty of sugar-cane for those who weren’t keen on fish. The night’s successes were shared, and no one went away unsatisfied.
The restless lowing of cattle woke Pupatee and his brother from their midday rest. They picked up their soap and towels and led the herd to the river, where they washed and splashed about to cool off while the cows drank thirstily. After a while the boys realised how tired they were – they hadn’t slept a wink all night – so they got out and began to drive the cows quickly away from the river. One of Pops’s strictest rules was not to rush the herd, especially if any of them were carrying calves. But being tired and eager to get home, Carl pushed Pops’s cows too hard, and one panicked and fell into a big ditch.
They went for Pops and when he realised what had happened, he started fuming because it was his best cow, which was in calf. ‘Ah sorry fe de two ah you backside later,’ he shouted. They dragged the injured cow nearer home to keep an eye on it.
Back at the house, he turned and stared at the boys. ‘Carl, a you de one rush de cow mek she brek her back in de hole?’
‘No, ah no me!’ Carl protested.
‘Pupatee, ah must be you den!’
‘Ah no me, Pops,’ Pupatee cried.
‘Was it Carl?’ he demanded, and Pupatee was so confused and frightened of Pops that he forgot that he should have said no, and he nodded his head and said, ‘Yes.’
‘Me know it was you!’ Pops shouted at Carl. ‘Me ah go give you backside a good beating fe dat. You wait and see, Mister Carl.’ Carl looked at his younger brother, and Pupatee wanted the world to open up and swallow him for what he had said. All that day, Carl didn’t talk to Pupatee once or laugh or play with him. He wouldn’t even let Pupatee walk next to him. That night after dinner Pops caught Carl and gave him a bad beating, and afterwards Carl cursed both Pops and Pupatee.
The next day was Sunday. Hoping that he would be left behind on his own, Pupatee told Mama he was sick and couldn’t go to church. To his horror, Mama told Carl to stay behind too, to look after him. While she was at church, and Pops at his sugar-cane meeting, Gamper, one of their older sons, who lived with his women near by, between Gurver Ground and Cross Hill, turned up. He said he was going swimming with some friends, and invited Carl and Pupatee to go along. All the men and boys ended up down at the river by Mathew’s Deep Hole, named after a man who had drowned there. When the water was calm no one would believe it could run so deep. Soon Gamper and his friends James and Puttie were diving and swimming happily at one end, while Edward and Esau, the youngest, were playing in the shallows.
‘Come on Pupatee, follow me,’ said Carl. Pupatee laughed and followed him, excited that his brother was talking to him again. ‘Follow me, follow me,’ Carl kept saying as he swam backwards into the river. Pupatee followed, only to find himself in the deep hole with the current pulling him down, and Carl backing away.
A panic suddenly gripped Pupatee, and he began to splash about, trying to shout for help. He could see Gamper and his friends not far from where he was, but every time he opened his mouth to shout, water poured in and muffled his cry. He looked around for Carl, but by now he realised that his brother, his best friend, had left him to die.
Years later, Pupatee could still remember that moment. The world seemed to slow down almost to a stillness. Suddenly he stopped panicking and looked around calmly, seeing and hearing everything – Gamper and his friends swimming, Edward and Esau playing, the wonderful greenery surrounding the still water, the laughter and voices, even the birds singing. ‘Lord have mercy,’ Pupatee said to himself, and prepared to go. But as he was on his last breath, ready to meet his end, he heard a voice call, ‘Wait! Weh Pupatee deh?’
Making one last struggle to stay afloat, Pupatee lifted his head and saw Gamper and his friends stop what they were doing and look all around with frightened expressions on their faces. Then one of them shouted, ‘See him deh ah drown over deh!’ Another voice said, ‘See how you save man ya,’ and a figure made a large dive. When he came up he had Pupatee in his arms and was taking the boy to the shore. The others helped him and pumped water out of Pupatee’s lungs.
Gamper said, ‘You all right, Pupatee? How long you did ah drown for?’ As he tried to answer, water ran out of his mouth. ‘Wha you go in ah de deep hole for, bwoy? You mad? You no know seh ah dere Mathew drown? Ah Mathew Deep Hole, dat.’
He smacked both his younger brothers as he cried, ‘What would me tell Mama and Pops?’ Then he sent them home and told them not to mention a thing. Pupatee never did say a word, and after that the disagreement between him and Carl was ended. Carl had forgiven him, and Pupatee never thought to blame his brother. They were back to their normal selves, happily fetching and bringing back Pops’s herd from the river, cutting the grass in the sunlight, fishing and swimming.
Pupatee and Carl didn’t like to miss out on the big tasty dinners the grown-ups ate, but they had to be at the table at the correct mealtimes. Pupatee was unlucky and often late, so he and his brother soon became very good at ‘wild bush cooking’. They would make their own fishing rods and lines, and cook up tasty fish dinners outdoors using whatever vegetables and spices they could help themselves to. The weather was always hot and while their stew simmered they would sit in the shade listening to the birds squabbling in the branches above them.
Every Saturday without fail, Mama used to boil up a big pot of soup. All Jamaicans love soup; they believe it keeps them strong and wards off common illnesses. Mama was a fine cook and Pupatee loved her pea soup best of all. He used to watch it keenly, waiting in the delicious coconut-scented steam for the moment when it would at last be ready. Once he ate so much of it that he had no room left to breathe.
The rooster on the roof woke the household every morning.
‘Time fe go milk de cows dem,’ Pops would shout, his big body blocking the doorway. ‘We coming, Pops,’ the boys would call back to him as they rushed to wash and dress.
When the milking was over, Pops would send Carl and Pupatee out with the donkeys to cut grass for the cows, and woe betide them if they tried to cut corners and just cut the grass from the shade, rather than out in the open, where the sun had prepared it for the cows’ bellies.
By the time all this was done, and the boys had eaten their breakfast of fried saltfish, fried and roast dumpling, fresh hot chocolate and hard dough bread, and had run across the fields and streams, and up the hills, and down through the trees, they were often late for school. The first time this had happened, when Pupatee was only six years old, he had got a terrible shock.
The teacher sent Pupatee straight to see Mr Sweeney the headmaster. He found Carl already there, standing with his hand stretched out in front of all the older boys and girls. Pupatee went over and stood beside him. Carl whispered, ‘Take dem all pon one hand, Pupatee.’
The next thing he saw was a thick leather belt coming down three times on his brother’s hand. Carl didn’t make a noise, but after the third hit he put his hand between his legs to cool it. Then the headmaster turned to Pupatee. It was his turn. The girls in the class were all whimpering and saying, ‘Oh no, not a little boy like dat.’
‘Hush up!’ The headmaster’s voice echoed around the classroom until everything w
as still and silent again. ‘Stretch out you hand,’ he demanded.
It took the terrified Pupatee a moment to understand what he had said. Fright stopped him lifting up either his left or his right hand. When he did finally manage to get some movement from his hands, both came up together. The class burst out laughing, and Mr Sweeney grew even more furious.
‘Put one hand down, bwoy!’ he shouted. Pupatee tried to obey, but he was so nervous that both hands went down at once. There was another burst of laughter, which the headmaster cut short with a fierce look at the boys and girls behind him.
Mr Sweeney’s eyes then returned to Pupatee. He quickly lifted his left hand and the headmaster looked at him as if to say he was going to make these ones especially sweet. Slowly, he raised the thick leather belt. At the top he paused for a moment – and then he brought it down with such force that it was no wonder that when the belt reached the spot where it was supposed to connect with Pupatee’s hand, the hand was no longer there. The hand had returned to Pupatee’s side, and the belt swung through empty air until it landed with a slap on the headmaster’s own leg.
Now Mr Sweeney was really mad. ‘Ah six you ah go get instead ah tree if you no hold out you hand,’ he yelled. Pupatee looked at him for signs of mercy, but he just shouted again, ‘Bwoy, hold out you hand.’
Pupatee held it out, and closed his eyes, and the next moment he felt the fire spread across his palm. When the pain hit the tender part on the inside, he started jumping as if he was doing a rain dance.
It was a while before Pupatee was ready to put up his hand again. It had become shy and he couldn’t keep it still. Then that ‘Bwoy, stretch out you hand’ echoed through his ears again, and he put up his right hand this time. Mr Sweeney looked at him as if to dare him to move it again, and Pupatee closed his eyes as he took the lash. This second one was worse than the first and when the pain hit him Pupatee was jumping up and down like a stallion being mounted for the first time. Then he found himself on his knees, with his hand under his arm, as if expecting a gushing waterfall from his armpit to put out the fire that was now running through his hand and up the nerves into his body.